The
librarian looks at me with surprise: "Which book did you say you
want? I'm afraid I have to order it; don't worry, it will be in
your
hands
in a couple of days.""Please, check your online catalogue;
I think
it's somewhere here, in this room (the only room)."She
sighs,
then
gasps: "You are right! It is here. Just wait a sec, I'll be
right back."I smile, she comes back bringing what seems to be an
old-
fashioned
book, with a fake-leather cover and golden title. "No one has
ever requested it. It's dirty and it has dust all over, I'm sorry."
Ever
since the first years of high school, I have simply loved Victor
Hugo.I started with "Les
Misérables"
because everyone said "You HAVE TO read it!" and because it
had so many pages: I found one of the few books which made me
actually cry at the end of it.
Then
it was the time for "Notre Dame de Paris" and for the
discovery of some of the best-written pages I have read.
And
now I finally have "L'homme qui rit" in my hands. I know,
many intellectuals say that, along with Byron, Hugo is for teenagers:
well, I might admit they are right, but then I probably think I will
stay a teenager for the rest of my (hopefully long) life. Not an
eternal Peter Pan, but a perpetual Holden Caulfield.
We
smile when we are happy. We smile when we see something funny, or
something grotesque.
We
smile, ironically, when life is not as we expected. We smile when we
meet someone new. "L'homme qui rit"
cannot
choose when to smile. He always smiles.
Are
you a bad joke-teller? Well, he will sympathetically smile at every
gag.
Are
you sad and want someone to cheer you up? He will always smile, no
matter how tired, or stressed, or depressed he might be.
Probably,
this is not the best book written by Hugo. It has not the magnificent
lust of "Notre Dame de Paris", nor the chaotic
revolutionary breath of "Les
Misérables";
it is simply touching. Simple as its main character.
He
is a clown, no one laughs with him.
Everyone
laughs at him. But he is happy: he has found love, he is alive.
All
his hopes are coming to life, he is powerful. Then, something
happens.
Society
rejects him. He looses everything.
He
sees no hope and no future.
He
can just see his death.
If
I had fun reading this book? No. I closed it with a smile,
though.
The
smile of "L'homme qui rit"